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| Thursday, November 8th, 2007 | | 7:11 pm |
hip hop to the rescue of my feelings
Ma - you real aggressive, catchin' me of balance It's a turn off, don't you know niggaz respect a challenge Move a lil' slow gettin' at me Treat the pussy like it's worth somethin', don't just go throwin' it at me Cuz - while you doin' it at the same time I'm thinkin' how many niggaz hit you wit that same line Or - how many other niggaz you ran game to How many niggaz you fucked or you gave brain to How many other dudes houses you done came to With condoms on you hopin' that he find 'em on you And - I ain't tryin' to catch nothin' from you So I'm caught up in a Catch-22 If I don't fuck her then I'm not like guys she met before So while I'm turnin' her down she's just likin' me more But if I do get to pokin', hit her with long strokin' I now have a girlie on my hands that's open I don't want her callin' me constantly Thinkin' 'cause I fucked her she got a bond with me I don't want her misunderstandin' a one night stand It was just a nut, I'm not your man | | 11:13 am |
Embarrassed.
Soooo, my dad got this foreign lady from the church to come and clean up around the house. I thought she was just going to do a cursoury job, and clean the floor.... I was wrong. She washed my giant pile of ? dirty and ? clean clothes and put everything away... The only problem with this is that she went into my closet. Now normlly this seems like a pretty good thing right???? Wrong.... They found my porn. Now it's not like the found it and parade it in my face but.... They found my porn.... I know this cause where it normally is in my closet, all the stuff was moved around. Now the place where it normally is, it isn't oh geez. Not only is my porn gone but the "warming massage lotion" that I have is also gone.... FUCK! Well maybe she will think that it is indeed massage lotion. But why would she throw it out??? Fuck, my porn is gone. | | Thursday, November 1st, 2007 | | 10:47 pm |
Let the record show
Let the record show that I have spent my 22nd birthday trolling aroudn facebook waiting for someone to fight me back in the "jedi vs. sith" application. Watching the office, ER, and srubs. The only person on the past 3 days that wanted to hang out w/ me later than 12 oclock was my drunk and high ex girlfriend... and i lied to her saying that I was actully going to do somehting fun.
my life sounds this pathetic to me and i'm not even drunk.
happy motherfucking birthday | | Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007 | | 11:55 pm |
And I hate how much I love you girl I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..) And I hate how much I love you girl But I just can't let you go But I hate that I love you so [Both:]One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me And your kiss won't make me weak But no one in this world knows me the way you know me So you'll probably always have a spell on me... | | 11:43 am |
So here is the breakdown
Ok So I have 34 days until I get activated. Going to Baltimore for Clemson v. Maryland = 3 days Going to Indianna to see Colts v. Pats = 4 days Halloween/ my Birthday = 2 days recovery from Halloween/ my Birthday = 1 day Jay-z Concert = 1 day Faith's Birthday = 1 day So about a full third of my time is spoken for until I get deployed lol.... and If I add work in... Work 9 more work days until I resign. | | Monday, October 15th, 2007 | | 12:26 am |
I feel miserable, and alone, and I just wish it was november 18th already. Yea it sounds strange but I wish this damned date would just get here. The fear of the unknown is just killin me. For when I get back this is the template for a girlfriendTrekky can have conversations about sports smart (does not have to be in college) conifdent in herself good circle of friends trusting affectionate likes video games (not a necessity but a HUGE PLUS) religious funny is a MUST makes me want to be the best I can be most of all worth "it" | | Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007 | | 11:46 am |
I find it interesting that Kevin Federline (sp?) is being villified for trying to get as much money out of Brittany Spears as he can. However, when Ivana Trump did the same thing (and wrote a book about it) she was praised? It just seems funny to me that female gold diggers aka paris hilton, superhead, and the like are celebrated by soceity but if a man does it it's wrong... I've finally found a double standard that works against men!!! I crack myself up Wait... did I just waste my time talking about celebrities???? and it's time to kill myself | | Tuesday, September 25th, 2007 | | 6:30 pm |
excerpts from an article i came across about micheal Vick
Think about language, the term "the race card," and feel the sting of being slapped right in the face. The sum of another person's life experience can be reduced by your countrymen to nothing more than a tactic needed to win a game, the strategic equivalent of calling a fake punt when the time is right. To them, the life you've lived is nothing but a cheap gimmick, the desperation play in times of emergency. Go back to a 1997 Vanity Fair essay on race by Fran Leibowitz: "The way to approach it, I think, is not to ask, 'What would it be like to be black?' but to seriously consider what it is like to be white. That's something white people almost never think about. And what it is like to be white is not to say, 'We have to level the playing field,' but to acknowledge that not only do white people own the playing field, but they have so designated this plot of land as a playing field to begin with. White people are the playing field. The advantage of being white is so extreme, so overwhelming, so immense that to use the word 'advantage' at all is misleading since it implies a kind of parity that doesn't exist." ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- ------------------- In America, there is no simple commonality. Just ask the black kids who listened to rock or alternative or any other type of "white music." They paid a price, just as clearly as the whites who idolized hip-hop culture did when their peers -- at least where I grew up in Massachusetts -- would ask them why they listened to "jungle music." Their peers, black and white, made sure everyone stayed in their lanes. Now go back to the television section, where there are white comedies and black comedies, with only the cash register in the middle. It is there, in the checkout line, not in the church or at the dinner table, where we all finally meet. --------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- ------------ Why is it that the public hasn't demanded an apology from Alberto Gonzales, as it did from Vick? On that same day, with all eyes on Vick, the country's No. 1 law enforcement official quietly resigned in disgrace without nearly the demand for contrition. Alberto Gonzales, the U.S. attorney general, abruptly stepped away from his office while at the center of a congressional investigation. At once, race stared us down again. The black face, forced to say he was sorry for what he did; Gonzales, allowed to disappear behind kind words about his dedication from the president, who called him a victim. The highest law in the land -- the federal justice system -- was being investigated by the body that makes the laws, and nobody seemed to care or question a justice department's being corrupted at the highest level. Maybe this is why black people believed with so much force that Vick was being held to a higher, unfair standard. They saw race. What they didn't see quite as clearly was class. Gonzales could have been Mexican-American, white or Clarence Thomas. What mattered wasn't his race, but his class. Gonzales was part of the power, the people who have more ability to corrupt the umbrella ideal of justice than a thousand Michael Vicks -- who clearly transcended class financially, but never socially -- ever will. These are the people who make the rules. They have the power. And they never, ever, have to say they're sorry.
http://sports.espn.go.com/nfl/columns/story?columnist=bryant_howard&id=3035358 | | Thursday, September 20th, 2007 | | 11:28 pm |
2 conversations, 2 different times of the day.
blackphenom2004 (11:05:53 PM): percisly blackphenom2004 (11:06:02 PM): percisely blackphenom2004 (11:06:06 PM): how do you spell that lillyjoy5 (11:06:52 PM): precisely blackphenom2004 (11:07:32 PM): guess i'm pronouncing it wrong lillyjoy5 (11:08:02 PM): its cuz you're weir lillyjoy5 (11:08:03 PM): d blackphenom2004 (11:09:05 PM): eh blackphenom2004 (11:09:09 PM): i've embraced it blackphenom2004 (11:09:19 PM): this is the second time tonight i've been called weird lillyjoy5 (11:09:43 PM): its a theme lovey lillyjoy5 (11:09:49 PM): ok so tell me the Nikki story blackphenom2004 (11:09:34 PM): i should prolly stop taking it as a compliment blackphenom2004 (11:09:54 PM): my sister? lillyjoy5 (11:10:20 PM): yeah lillyjoy5 (11:10:49 PM): she's not living at home any more blackphenom2004 (11:11:12 PM): nope blackphenom2004 (11:11:15 PM): father can't parent blackphenom2004 (11:11:20 PM): can't control her lillyjoy5 (11:11:40 PM): tell me the long version blackphenom2004 (11:11:27 PM): she dropped outta high school blackphenom2004 (11:11:34 PM): is not getting her GED blackphenom2004 (11:11:40 PM): **is now getting lillyjoy5 (11:12:43 PM): wow lillyjoy5 (11:12:46 PM): that's intense blackphenom2004 (11:13:28 PM): yea blackphenom2004 (11:14:10 PM): like he let nikki do whatever she wanted blackphenom2004 (11:14:31 PM): and trusted that she had the moral compass to do the right thing.... which anyone coulda saw that wasn't a good idea blackphenom2004 (11:14:46 PM): most 14- 17 year olds don't have their future in mind when they do what they do lillyjoy5 (11:15:14 PM): was she sleepin around? blackphenom2004 (11:15:00 PM): yea lillyjoy5 (11:16:50 PM): pregnant? blackphenom2004 (11:16:43 PM): she thought she was blackphenom2004 (11:16:45 PM): but wasn't blackphenom2004 (11:16:52 PM): and the thing is... he did nothing about it lillyjoy5 (11:17:15 PM): really??? blackphenom2004 (11:17:03 PM): no planned parenthood, no condoms, nothing lillyjoy5 (11:17:28 PM): no talking? blackphenom2004 (11:17:18 PM): just yelled at her... the way he thinks will solve everything lillyjoy5 (11:17:40 PM): ah ok blackphenom2004 (11:17:52 PM): cause when there is a problem there is no discussion.... it's him yelling and you either A.) being like my brother and taking it or B.) yelling back like me and nikki blackphenom2004 (11:17:56 PM): no inbetween lillyjoy5 (11:19:49 PM): so she's w/your grandma blackphenom2004 (11:19:38 PM): yerp blackphenom2004 (11:22:38 PM): sucks don't it lillyjoy5 (11:23:18 PM): i'm sure it does lillyjoy5 (11:23:27 PM): i don't really know how u feel and i'm not gonna pretend to blackphenom2004 (11:23:39 PM): i don't know... it's the best for her i suppose blackphenom2004 (11:23:48 PM): cause my dad really is a bad parent blackphenom2004 (11:24:13 PM): he tries, but he spent most of our lives not having to parent blackphenom2004 (11:24:37 PM): and the part that he did have to parent he didn't know what to do.... and he was constantly wallowing in self pity about how shitty the situation was lillyjoy5 (11:25:23 PM): yikes lillyjoy5 (11:25:26 PM): yeah blackphenom2004 (11:26:12 PM): i've come to terms w/ everything now tho blackphenom2004 (11:26:19 PM): so it's kinda like everyday life blackphenom2004 (11:28:43 PM): so what's up w/ you?
lcr729 (7:23:56 PM): hey you lcr729 (7:23:59 PM): start talking lcr729 (7:24:02 PM): start venting blackphenom2004 (7:24:55 PM): lol blackphenom2004 (7:25:19 PM): these fucking spoiled kids at my job, I wanna beat them for their parents lcr729 (7:25:40 PM): do i look like i'm kidding? blackphenom2004 (7:25:45 PM): this damn kid stompin around tellin his mom what exactly he is and isn't gunna do and what his moma is and isn't gunna do about it lcr729 (7:26:36 PM): thats when you bend down to his level, look him straight in the eye and say lcr729 (7:26:53 PM): "Santa isn't coming to your house anymore" blackphenom2004 (7:26:40 PM): lol blackphenom2004 (7:26:53 PM): then the cryin will never cease lcr729 (7:28:23 PM): crying means they get it blackphenom2004 (7:28:22 PM): lol lcr729 (7:29:08 PM): talk to me about your dad blackphenom2004 (7:29:30 PM): i'm going to new york with him lcr729 (7:30:26 PM): and the girlfriend blackphenom2004 (7:30:24 PM): and the girl that is pretty much his girlfriend blackphenom2004 (7:30:33 PM): will just happen to be there blackphenom2004 (7:30:35 PM): with her kids lcr729 (7:31:38 PM): santa isn't coming to their house either? blackphenom2004 (7:31:42 PM): lol blackphenom2004 (7:32:46 PM): it just irks me blackphenom2004 (7:33:00 PM): but concidering I just have to suck it up for a couple days i'll live lcr729 (7:35:33 PM): not if you dont let it out lcr729 (7:35:41 PM): why does it irk you so much blackphenom2004 (7:35:44 PM): i donno blackphenom2004 (7:35:48 PM): it's hard to explain blackphenom2004 (7:36:02 PM): mainly cause he acted like he was so fucked up when my mom died lcr729 (7:36:29 PM): and you dont think he was? blackphenom2004 (7:36:17 PM): like his world, and only his world, has collapsed blackphenom2004 (7:36:37 PM): and he just wallowed in sleft pity. blackphenom2004 (7:36:59 PM): but while he was doing this he was talking to other girls within 6 months lcr729 (7:39:18 PM): what do you think your mom would've wanted? blackphenom2004 (7:39:24 PM): i kno i kno blackphenom2004 (7:39:45 PM): well i mean.... I'd like to think my wife would wait more than 6 months blackphenom2004 (7:39:51 PM): that's half a deployment lcr729 (7:42:07 PM): yeah blackphenom2004 (7:42:50 PM): but i'm just gunna suck it up and act ok with it blackphenom2004 (7:43:01 PM): and probably hit a bar or 3 at night time lcr729 (7:45:56 PM): oh man
| | Wednesday, September 19th, 2007 | | 11:13 am |
OK so as it stands I have 59 days before I get activated and probably less than 65 before I go to Bragg... So any of the bullshit that I'm going through in the next paragraphs really doesn't matter that much..... So when I MOB my dad will have nothing here really 'cept for the church. Nikki lives with my grandmother, Josh goes to Clemson, and I'm going to Iraq so he will be pretty lonely by all accounts. So I know he has some type of girlfriend Ms. Thayer. Now they never came str8 out and said anything but I think since the last time he just made it so blatant it went so horribly wrong b ut you can tell what's going on there..... I apologise for that horrible horrible sentence there. Anyway so my dad has been talking about for weeks about how we are going to New York to hang out before I deploy since we can no longer go to Africa. Now he's tellin me that his "girlfriend" my thayer is comming. Now he's never refered to her as his girlfriend but it's pretty obvious. AND she is bringing her kids (who are highly annoying). Now I hope that they do not expect me to entertain those bad ass kids, and I hope that we don't have to hang out w/ them the whole time. Don't get me wrong she's a cool lady and stuff but I don't want that stuff put up in my face you know? I still think it's real strange to seee my dad w/ another woman in his life like it's no problem, especially how he would always act like he was soooo fucked up when my mom died and how he just focused on himself and how much it affected him. Meanwhile us kids were more or less left to deal with what was going on by ourselves. The two major parental figures that we had (my dad and grandma) now hated each other and you CANNOT say anything about one in front of the other for fear of disloyalty. And the both of them seemed to be in a propetual argument about who it affected more that my mom died my mother's mother, or my mother's husband. Nobody ever seemed to look at us kids who every one THOUGH were doing fine. I can't speak for my brother and sister but I know personally while everyone marveled at how "well" I was doing in college at the time I was miserable...MISERABLE... I mean I smoked all the time, I cried at least once a week, and I was drunk most of the time... Eaisly the worst time of my life, but everyone thought I was doing so well. I have no doubt that my parents had a good relationship, but it's hard to watch as a child when your mom isn't cold in the groud yet and your father seems to be moving on to different women... Yet complaining about his loss. I mean YOU can get a new wife (which he's trying to do) but we can't get a new mother!. Now I mean I don't think It was a year that my mom was dead before my dad started talking to other women, which is pretty fucked up to me. This obviously playes a role in how I feel cause I don't think that he ever loved her... well no he loved her but... a Fucking year to get over your wife's death and move on to new women??? I guess it's just me that thinks this is ludacris, cause other people are telling me that it's only natural. Well I can't really put any of this ranting into one consise thing that ties back to the front but.... It really bothers me that he's dating another person.... But I know that it's good for him, and it will just suck for me. I think that I should just suck it up for the few days that I'm still going to be in Connecticut and put on a happy face for my dad cause he will def. need somebody in his life while i'm gone, and it's just selfish for me to expect him to be lonely and shitty cause it will make me happy. | | Friday, September 14th, 2007 | | 8:00 pm |
song remake
So I remade that Fantasia song... to fit me... It's has different influenses from differnt girls but it's mostly about one. It's totally about her but I notice situations that I went through w/ other chicks pop up in this song....errr.... poem (Truth is) I was never that into you (Truth is) I'm glad i'm not in his shoes (Truth is) And when it's all said and done I'm glad i'm not in love with you (Truth is) I really should have let you go (Truth is) And i'm happy now cause I know (Turth is) And when it's all said and done I'm glad i'm not in love with you I reminise on the way things used to be Over a couple fights where we disagree Not suprised how things don't change The whole relationship was bad I wish I never bought you luch For some reason we still keep in touch But I'm going to Iraq so that's that And all the feelings I wish were gone Come rushing back to me at once I try to frown and hide the way I felt But I'm thinking to myself (Truth is) I think I'm still in love with you (Turth is) I know he'll be standing in MY shoes (Truth is) And when everythings said and done I wish I'm not in love with you (Truth is) I really need to let you go (Truth is) and it's killing me now cause I know That I'm still in love with you - Robert Turner Jr. | | Monday, September 10th, 2007 | | 7:50 pm |
Freaking out about something
I'm currently freaking out moderatly about something right now. I'm not really sure what I it I'm freaking out about it's just a couple things all comming together into one giant freak out. I suppose I've done this before but I donno. I'm guessing it's about one of two things........ going to Iraq or 2 being completely single one of those two is behind this freak out. Hopefully I'll stop freaking out and won't have to figure out which one it is (cause it won't be on my terms shit will just sort itself out in my mind). I donno we'll see.
I finally got my check from the IRS for my tax return. O and I suppose another thing would be the massive amount of debt that i'm in right now with no prospective way to pay it off before I get activated.... So I'm at the icky point where I absolutly HAVE to work like right up to the time that I get activated cause I got theese bills to pay. | | Wednesday, August 1st, 2007 | | 10:20 pm |
I just bared my sould to a group of 11- 17 year olds in a basketball camp after making up a testimoney and translating a message that supposed to be ment for them... that wound up being meant for me. They say he works in mysterious ways The verse is for I know the plans I have for you... And when I tell people about my trip to Iraq I always say I don't know what he has instore for me and if something is going to happen only the LORD knows. It recalls me back to my dream when God said that he is going to bless others by blessing me, but he's not going to bless me in the way that I expect to be blessed.... When I go to Iraq I am going to be on Provincial Reconstruction Team... Which basically means that I will be dealing with the bigger picture of rebuilding Iraq. So, not saying it's what will happen, I could possibly help (and thereby bless) a TON of people but I won't get much credit for it cause it's my job. I also find it interesting that I find this revelation coaching because that is what thay guy that prophesised about me said... He said that I would be doing a ministry with my father, and he said that he saw me doing a great thing coaching. This is exactly what happend today, i've been doing the church basketball camp and my father is running it. O and btw I just realized the past 2 paragraphs as I was typing them.... This was supposed to end in " They say he works in mysterious ways". Maybe I'm reaching.... but then again, maybe i'm not... Current Mood: introspective | | Monday, July 16th, 2007 | | 12:13 pm |
I forgot to say this about my dream.... I still vividly remember it a week later. Normally when you dream you don't remember it like 6 hours later... But I remember this completely, not even a lil bit cloudy | | Sunday, July 15th, 2007 | | 8:52 pm |
Do I wanna post?????
There is much on my mind but i don't know if i wanna post... First this damn star trek game is gettin on my nerves cause i can't be the best at it and we all know me and my over competitve seld (well all two of us that read this right wifey?) LOL <~~~ inside joke, well not really since only you and I read this. Anyway, this Jay-z song I found is amazing it's called big spender so something close to it. Thank god for google and youtube so i can listen to like any song i like that i hear on the radio as long as i can think of like 4 lyrics. Ok so motivated by the tsunami song from miss jones and how she's makin fun of Ms. Info i'm going to go in. **just a note it's a shame that i had to hear suttin like this to make me talk but...** Ok so I had this dream.... I was asleep but not really. Like I had fell asleep and woke back up but something made me go right back to sleep and keep on dreaming... so here it goes.......... I dreamt that God was talking to me (technically the holy sprit). The dream was basically that I had this huge shield made of gold. God told me to place all my sins on this giant shield. (My sins were in the shape of golden disks). The sheild was really , really, really, really, really heavy and I was cowering under the weight of my sins and the shield. God said that I needed to give the shield (and thus my sins) to him, only I couldn't give it to him myslef, I had to ask him to take the shield from me. God then said that he was going to bless me immensly, only not in the way that I am expecting to be blessed through success or money or anything like that. God said that he was going to bless me by blessing other people. He also said that there were going to be trials and great ups and down but he will see me through these rough patches. I'm really not sure how to take this. My father says that this is a powerful dream, and my brother says that I should look up shield imagery in the bible but honestly, I'm a lil afraid of doing so. I mean what if... well i don't even know where to go w/ the what if factor. I do think I need to look up shield imagery in a concordance or something. I talked to my girl about this and she says I sound crazy (b/c she's a nurse and the onyl people that tell her that god spoke to them were that word for crazy that starts w/ a "S" that I can't spell and am 2 lazy to look up). I don't know. | | Wednesday, July 11th, 2007 | | 6:43 pm |
I always thought this would be more fulfilling......
Ok so you know how everybody has that friend who has sex with multiple chicks everyweek and stuff like that? Do you think that would be kinda cool to be able to do that? Well that was me this week. I always thought that it would be somehow cool and fulfilling to have sex with multiple women in one week... almost that it would feel "cool" to me since i think...err... thought that was cool that other people could do it. I kinda thought that was what was expected of a good looking young man in his early 20's, go out there and fuck as much as possible. I've found this wholely unfillfilling. I guess it will be nice to look back on when i'm older and say damn i remember what happend when I was 21. I certanily thought this would be much cooler than it has turned out to be. Ok so it's not like I had sex w/ 9 people this week... the number was three (2 of which i've slept w/ before). I think that I slept w/ two people in one day (disgustingly a feat i've wanted to do) does this make me a bad person? Hold judgement for a lil bit it gets deeper. So this whole time i've had a "girlfriend" but both times that i've had sex w/ someone we have been broken up (given it was for a day, and like 2 days respectively) but we were broken up. Once when we broke up before she made out w/ someone then, i don't know who but i saw an im conversation where she admitted to it, when i questioned her about it she denied it for like 6 months. Soooo am I a bad person? Ok so this is the thing I think it boils down to... I've been insecure about my sexual past for awhile now cause it seems that everybody havs more sex than me sooo i've always felt at a disadvantage of sorts cause everyone i've been with is more knowlegable about it. I thought that if i was to get out there and experience more things (and people) the knowlege would come.... and to a point it has but at what cost has this knowlege come to. Also, as my old roomate Wilson used to say when our roomate would seemingly cheat "he's just a man, if his girl doesn't let him hit it like he's supposed to why not go and find something else" That's a cold way to look at things but i mean I'm in my prime and my current "girl" doesn't like to have sex enough for my tastes... am i to waste my prime? That said I don't cheat, the only time i ever did cheat was at spring weekend last year and it was just kissing and i told her about it the next day. I guess i'm wrong and trying to rationalize things. I almost forgot how cathardic writing in these things can me. In other news I think I caught my pop with a woman (whom i know). What had happend was I came home form the diner and when i came home the lights were off in the house, she comes outta my dad's room real quick, hair a mess and trying to fix it... I was like why is ms. thayer trying to fix her hair like that. Then i realize that the lights are off in my dads room (along w/ the rest of the house) and he starts callin my name tryin to figure out who is in the house. Then I hear the front door open while im in the bathroom and the speed outta there. I don't know how to feel about it. I mean i'm pretty sure what just happened but I don't know what to think. Anger for what's going on? but it is his house and he's an adult. I'm just confused. My cousins wedding and Jared wedding were madd fun. Haven't seen everybody there like that in like forever (from both weddings). It was good times. I hope when i get married that my family will come along side me and my prospective bride, whoever or whatever she may bee, and both families my bride and mine can be like that. that is all.... man I gotta start writing in this some more. I didn't think I had a lot to say... but i guess i kinda did. | | Thursday, June 7th, 2007 | | 10:45 am |
Wow
So I was really freaking out the other day... **rick james voice** cocaine's a helluva drug **rick james voice** luckily I dont do that shit... But I was really freaking the fuck out. Don't really have anythign to say but to reflect on how i was freaking out. I don't know whose reading this so I'm not going to write further more about it... holla @ me privatly | | Saturday, May 26th, 2007 | | 8:07 pm |
deep space nine.... watch it! | | Thursday, May 24th, 2007 | | 10:18 am |
update
So in keeping with my previous commitiment to blog about good things the past few days have been pretty good for me.... well since school's been over.... anyway i've had nothing but good and quality times so far. Drill was fun and eventful for a change and it wasn't total bullshit as usual.
We went on a mission to interview this guy, which was pretty cool, then we came back to camp smith and had to give a brief in front of my BC (who has been braking peoples balls all day) and it went really well. I anwsered pretty much every question that he asked, and what i didn't knmow i tried to make rational conclusions (kinda) but he cought me out on it lol. We also had a PT test that I failed on account of me being a horrible fat ass now and I need, NEED, to drop some weight. I need to drop 20 but i'll settle with 10. It's not really that I need to loose weight it's that I need a lifestyle change and stop drinking lol. O and I failed the run portion of the PT test so that's something that is easy to get better... I just have to run which, admittedly, isn't as fun as it used to be.
I've been to a couple parties this week which have been good so far... totally enjoyed them... Lindsay is no longer my not-girlfriend but my girlfriend. and ummmm there is some shit that I really don't want to write here just yet (mostly cause I dopn't want to write anymore)
| | Sunday, May 13th, 2007 | | 11:09 pm |
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